Groundhog Day

The day never really changes, but you do.

A Long December

This was harder to write than I expected.

Ho Phase

Ho Phase: how I stay festive without losing my sense of reality. That’s it. That’s the whole thing.

Age Against the Machine

There's a big difference between getting older and getting old.

Premature Decoration

I decorated early, which is wildly out of character for me.

Two Truths and a Comic-Con Lie

It’s hard to explain a choice that looks selfish from the outside, but was the only one I had left.

Somewhere in Time

I went to Teslacon thinking I’d just watch other people escape their lives for a weekend. I didn’t expect to understand it as much as I did.

Dirty Work

Clean Break wrapped the story. Dirty Work is where I can finally start to unpack what it all actually did to me.

Clean Break

Everyone keeps telling me I must be relieved. Sure. My cortisol disagrees.

Return to Center

Things are finally settling down, and honestly, it’s unsettling.

Living the (Fever) Dream

I came out of the fever expecting things to be normal. They weren’t, which, all things considered, isn't surprising.

Stop Calling Alcoholism a Disease

The cycle I lived matches every description of addiction. It simply wasn’t treated like one.